When you’re soaring through the air,
I’ll be your solid ground.
Take every chance you dare,
I’ll still be there
When you come back down

(When you come back down) 

Not being able to stick up for yourself

Con: people think they can say whatever they want to you
Pro Con: not having to face your real feelings

I am so confused about everything right now.

Most of all, how is it that am I so happy?

Clarification: Not complaining about being happy. Being happy is wonderful. I would not trade happiness for anything.

To those of you bluegrass fans out there, if you haven’t gotten the chance to listen to the Goat Rodeo Sessions, you must. But that is not really why I’m posting, considering I already post so much about them that you’re all probably ready to slap me for it. 

The encore from their movie featuring Stuart Duncan is incredible. Listen to the track entitled “Fiddle Medley”. IT IS BEAUTIFUL and it makes me feel like butterflies are inside my stomach just fluttering around. 

For me, the song I just posted, Re: Stacks by Bon Iver is one of them. It makes me think of all sorts of people, all sorts of memories, and I can’t even really explain it, but it makes me want to cry, and I’m not sure if it’s because I’m happy or because I’m sad. 

Okay, usually I don’t just come out and say these things on Tumblr, but this song makes me think of my first real boyfriend. I’m not going to mention a name. But he was my first real relationship, and we had a lot together. I’m not going to deny it. I’m not one of those people who would rather that something that they loved ended didn’t happen at all. I know how important he was to me, and I’m willing to accept that our relationship ended. I’m, for the most part, over it in the sense that I’m done wishing he’d come back. 

But this song…just brings memories back, and I guess it’s partially about him, but there’s also all sorts of feelings I have about my all-time favorite show, Bones, which I’ve been posting a lot about lately. And I know, that sounds completely ridiculous, but it all fits together somehow. Bones isn’t just one of those shows you watch for entertainment. You get emotionally attached to it. Or at least I do. And listening to this song just makes me think about everyone’s relationships on the show and how much I love it and there really are just no more words to describe the emotions which rush to me all at once when I listen to this song.